happy teachers' day to all the teachers! (:

the celebration at yjc was... okay la. something new to me unlike the usual concert-in-the-hall with acer's day exercise whereby we have to jog outside school every 31st aug. hehehe... this year, i got to experience the free and easy teachers' day celebration whereby performances were put up at the quadrangle and there's a carboot sale around the quadrangle as well, to raise funds for the school. i got a few things like the cute sunshine thingy from mr ganesh's boot, chocolate from dunno who's boot, vanilla + mango ice cream, jelly from the cikgus' boot and sunflowers from wushu! (: we walked around aimlessly and saw many people. hurhur. duh

before that, there was PW lecture, which before that, we had PE where i FELL flat on the butt TWICE on the puddles of mud in the field. gosh. there was mud all over my butt. it was fun though. lol.


my face looks damn tired ah. look at yasmin! lmao

after the celebration, i rushed to northpoint with jeriel (we walked super damn fast! haha) to meet amelia, cheryl, ps, michelle, erwin and yq!! met huda afterwards, and jeriel and michelle had to leave. ):

then comes in the SURPRISE! :D
huda and i had to 'leave' because 'my grandmother asked me to go home' and huda 'had to meet her primary school friends'. hayati was so sad when she reached there... moments after hayati arrived and met up with the rest, huda, cheryl(who left to hayati's oblivion) and me lit up candles at northpoint's foodcourt and we started singing the birthday song to her!! :D hayati was in tears. mwahahahah.




the besties :D


9/11 of the clique.



happy birthday hayati darling! i love you lah! :D

oh man it was fun being able to meet up and seeing ALL 10 OF YOU! (: although not everyone got to see each other. hehe. i felt the fatigue on the way home with hayati and royston. my eyes can barely keep itself from opening! it was the first time i slept for about 2++hours! i slept at 4am for the first time last night. yawns. after washing up and the chaos at the kitchen(smoke came out from the oven lol), i was dead asleep and woke up at 8. :/ had a great massage by IMAN! she stepped on my body. so nice. :D decided not to go out with nasuha and afifah afterall. tired ah. hehe ameera's going tekong tmrw. i mean, tioman. lol. aww man. have fun there, babe!


my face looks kinda red. i was drunk. drunk with fatigue.. hurhur


iman being cute. haha


oh ya and yesterday we celebrated mr heng's birthday! happy birthday mr heng!




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i always get thirsty at night.
thing is, i feel lazy to get up and get water to drink.

anyways... (((:
during our interview session with her at mezza9 martini bar!
she's so nice and pretty and everything. lol

i hope we dont have to edit much for WR tmrw.
i cant wait for this misery to end.
next up, mugging for promos and preparing for OP.
sigh, i wish i was in the same school as Nasuha.
no MT, GP, PW...
but then again, PW will do us good in the future, i guess.
oh boy i really learnt a lot from pw indeeeeed.

Oh God, please give me the motivation i need to work extremely hard and get promoted to J2 and continue to work extra hard after that too. Let me produce results which are miraculously wayy better than how i usually do. Amin. (:

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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

as most of you know, i dont swear...
but tonight, some things just went out of hand and that "voice without a face" made me swear.

i'm sorry to whom it may concern but i dont think you know i swore you inside out but...
ARGH, you just make me so freakin angry not once but a whole LOT of times.
everyone is busy too. everyone has math homework.
but PW is PW lah!
WHO BLEEDIN CARES about your IT virginity?!
tell me who wouldnt be frustrated when what you're supposed to do is RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE yet you CHOSE to be blur and do what YOU THINK is right but in actual fact is NOT.
and it doesnt end there!
YOU, holding the MOST MINIMAL JOB, asked ME, who's doing more than YOU ARE, to DO YOUR JOB FOR YOU?! please la, who's the boss now? you think what? i got nothing better to do issit?
bahhh.
you and your EFFIN huge EGO, MR KNOW-IT-ALL-OOH-LOOK-AT-ME-IM-THE-BESTEST-MAN-IN-THE-WORLD-SO-SHUT-UP-AND-FOLLOW-ME-AND-LET-ME-BE-WHAT-I-WANNA-BE-COS-IM-RIGHT-AND-YOURE-WRONG!
URGHHH.

never in a million years would i imagine meeting someone like this.
gosh.
no matter how hard i tried to understand your nature, you get worst as the minute pasts.
just go and look at yourself in the mirror and compare yourself with 1001 other people.
you're really someone..
someone extremely weird.
and then ask yourself;
why are you doing this to other people?
WHYY?

sigh.
good night.

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Saturday, August 25, 2007

eeeeeeh im sooooo irritated lah.
why cant some people understand that ive TWO tests on monday huh?
CHEMISTRY and ECONS somemore!
ive already burnt today with WRITTEN REPORT and indulging my time spending with the loved ones.
i dont wanna waste time tomorrow, can anot?!
those who dont have any tests at all on monday and wish to spend tomorrow to go shopping, you can go by all means! JUST DONT DRAG ME IN can!?
i dont understand this but SOME PEOPLE are just TOO relaxed and contented about their life that they dont know how to balance what's important and what's NOT! and they like to TALK A LOT but dont realise the consequences! they just wanna have FUN FUN FUN. and they dont think that NOT EVERYONE is like that! NOT EVERYONE wanna enjoy ALL the time okay?! so irritating lah -SOME PEOPLE. GOSH!

why cant i live a day without being irritated?

anyways, met up with hayati just now and we ate at northpoint foodcourt!
amelia was busy and huda had school ):
so it's the two of us.. again! haha but its okay. :p
couldnt stay long cos i had to meet my mom, granny and sis at cwp.
ATE again, can u believe it??
but not a lot la... i still feel full until now though.

im quite nervous for tmrw and monday..
i must at least pass my econs and chemistry!! ):
i hope to update with a very interesting blog entry tomorrow or another day if im not busy..
hope everything goes well..
oh God, please help me!

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Friday, August 24, 2007

ahh so freakin sleepy and ive yet to memorise the chemistry answer sheet!
hurhur
i wonder how haziq can sleep for an hour only.
gosh

i cant even finish math lah
not tonight anyways
there's gonna be like a math class test tmrw on differentiation and CHEM SPA tmrw!!!! :S
i already screwed up the 1st one, i must do well for this one.
MUST!

oh man i realise ive been blogging everyday.
i shouldnt even be touching the computer.
ok i have to, because ive to do written report..
i shouldnt go to this website at all!
waste of time only...

speaking of WR, i dont think ill do it tonight. leave it to tmrw la, or rather the later part of the day....

okay... off to memorise!
good night!

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

i wonder... do people email each other nowadays, since msn and stuff is so ubiquitous now..
well.. the teklets have been mass emailing and it's so fun!
and i just received an e-card.
oh man the last time i received tt kind of ecard was ages ago, back when i was in primary school or smth.. the ecard craze!
ahaha
it's so sweet to recover the long lost activities that almost all of us used to do.. (:

congkak competition just now!
im sorry i didnt abide by the rules properly, yasmin!
hahahah
it was fun playing with faiz and fahmi and thrashing them like mad.
mwahahah.

and happy birthday again nurul! may all ur wishes and dreams come true!
haha
so funny.
farah and i rushed like mad to get and settle the last minute stuff!
despite the rush, i think we all had a great time, right nurul?
best eh kene letak cream kat pipi?
mwahahah

k im extremely lethargic.
good night world!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURUL! (gawsh, i nearly typed BUrul! haha sleepy ah.)

i know the photo's a bit old.. but, the main thing is, happy birthday nurul ariqa fitri!
hahah

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

i am doing my written report right now.
for those who dont know already, my group's doing on Eunice Olsen.
and suddenly, i tried to recall.. HOW did i know her?
i really dont know..
i dont really watch tv so i dont watch Miss Singapore Universe..
i never watched Front and rarely watch The Arena.
i dont follow political issues, neither do i read the newspaper everyday(not that she's a common face you can find in the newspaper hurhur)
i dont do volunteer work on my own accord, though i did try because i recall the time i went to some old folks' home with my friends but our offer to help was rejected because the organisation only accept CIP work with schools IN SCHOOL UNIFORM. i really dont get that. gosh, what is freakin wrong about doing volunteer work on our own basis.
ok so basically, in conclusion, i dont know how i got to know Eunice Olsen.
it's like, i just suddenly know she's involved in volunteer work and the politics somehow.
...
oh wait! maybe it's through RAAD - the organisation which got some of us actively involved only for a very short period of time after taking our 20bucks. yes, ill remember that forever. hurhur. and some of us members got to watch Harry Potter dunno which one for free and i got a celebrity edition book for dunno which HP book also, with amelia. haha. the HP book which i never read, not that i read any of them before. lol. yeah, that was the night i saw Eunice Olsen but the cinema was kinda dark, i think, so i couldnt see her face properly. but i think i remember saying this: she's so pretty! lmao

oh YES, i got 2 tickets to Hollywood on Ice from RAAD too! and i couldnt make it because i was going to KL on 12TH DECEMBER 2005! OMGSH. yes i remember that! and the tickets were burnt... boohoo. expensive you know, the tickets! oh well.. that's like nearly a thousand days ago.. haha

okay back to written report! (:

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

i feel so...
agitated.
mad.
happy.
excited.
lazy.
guilty.

all at the same time.

i cant wait for end of next year, if i managed to get promoted to J2 that is.


last night, i dreamt that i was at the fireworks. but it was at east coast park.
and the fireworks was so beautiful and amazing because at first, it would rise up to the sky as bunches of colourful balloons, then they will sink back down to earth and SHOOT UP TO THE SKY TO BECOME FIREWORKS! like, cool huh?
hurhurhur.

i love my dreams this week. :D

so anyways, i think after tonight, i have decided to make a vow to work hard.
ive to work EXTREEEMEEELY hard.
i dont wanna waste another year..
sigh.

oh the guilt!
i didnt do anything ystd and today!
instead, i splurged.
i splurged unnecessarilly on clothes and wasted time like nobody's business.
ive been sleeping and eating a lot too.
which explains the condition i'm in right now.
damnit.

must fast tmrw.
:)

k lah.. BYE!

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Friday, August 17, 2007

sighhhh
i love my dreams these few nights... (:
they make me feel happy..
and they all seemed SO SURREAL.
then again, they're just dreams...

omg i suddenly recalled Dreams by Diana Degarmo!
royston and i used to sing that a lot in sec2!
hahah!

dreams
i guess we're just made of dreams..

sigh August is the month...
that i go bankcrupt.
March also.
and some other months..
but especially August and March la.
i wonder whyyy...
maybe those who are born in August or March can answer the question la, hor?
hahahah

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

i hate to go home and see some simple and common sensical work undone!
what's so difficult about putting the wet clothes back out to dry?
what's so difficult about keeping the already folded clothes which was obviously there in the room, waiting to be kept since last night!
i mean, i would definitely have done those to work AT LEAST automatically if i was too lazy to do other chores like wash the clothes, etc. these stuff are simple! like it'll take about 2 min or smth. argh the cheek of some people. there's just no initiative!

i know i know, i am not perfect but there some things which should be done without being told, still.
gosh damn irritated.
but i have to keep it cool..
because i must maintain a high tolerance level...
i must be patient because patience is virtue...
i must not find fault with others and look at their negative points..
i must know that there is no perfection in everything and it is not easy to please everyone..
yes.. high tolerance level!
that's what i should have!

arghh but the higher the tolerance level i have, the angrier i become.
what nonsense.. okay ill stop talking about this matter right..NOW.



ANYWAYS, had the PANTUN thingy just now.
omgsh the semarak pantun or smth was HILARIOUS.
like, each grps should spontaneously come up with 2 lines of response upon hearing what the other grp said. we were given 15sec to think la.. and gosh that opposing team A(shikeen, nurul and me were in team C) did so well la! like SNAP.. BOOM!
hahahah.
just when we were getting the hang of it, time was up and they won la, obviously. lmao


hmmm just a few more weeks till PROMOS.
:S
byee!
46more days including weekends.. i THINK.
oh man that's not a very long time...

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Monday, August 13, 2007

im not sure if i feel happy or excited.
i know i am freakin irritated by PW.
and i hate how every school i went to, there's bound to be a spoiler somewhere.
okay fine, maybe that's how the school system works...
disciplinary actions and all...
how everyone is supposed to be well behaved at all times and stuff..
not that i think no action's supposed to be taken.. but..
it's just so irritating!
especially if to whom it may concern can't go straight to the point!
i mean, these people.. they always say they HATE to do this but 'WE' made them do it.. i mean, why bother doing something that you hate? gosh.
at least if u hate it, you dont HAVE to say that you hate it cos it bugs me so much.
urghhh.
because of this fury raging inside me, i nearly died.
ok not really.
my chest hurt for a moment just now while trying to bear the grudge.
hurhur.
sigh...
that's why we shouldnt let emotions take control of our everything huh.

now now..
PW
aint it sweet.
ugh.
it's just so sickening that no other sickening words can describe it!
it's like.... arghhh i see words everywhere!
i hate it!
i hate it i hate it!!!
:'(

anyways, had the NS talk just now.
saw khairul anuar.
he acted a skit together with a few others.
and i saw abang ibkaar's photo in one of the photos!
hurhur

back to pw.
i think the whole of my group sort swore not to mention/see/hear about eunice olsen once this pw thingy is OVER.
good night to those who can sleep now!
good for you okay?
bye!

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

eating is sooo sickening!
but i love to eat...
and i keep eating like nobody's business!
:'(
ate at gelare with nurul, diyanah, shikeen and ruzaini ystd!
oh boy were we a kecoh bunch.
lol.

will update more another time - i think.
:D

i havent felt like this in a while, but...
i cant wait to go to school..
and..
CHEMISTRY IS FUN.

HAHA

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Thursday, August 09, 2007

Pentas Seni or smth last night was GREAT!
i love the team from MI.
so funny.
but they didnt win..
the dikir barat was GREAT also!!
ahhh i miss the old dk times during my sec2 days..
oh shucks i lost all the photos already i think.
maybe i have the photos but i dunno where the cd is! ):
thanks to the reformatting of the comp many years ago..
haha

oh ya.
i had the first ever serious mass msn conversation just now.
not that i was very involved..
because i think i am quite politically apathetic and ignorant about whats happening in Singapore.
yea so anyways, u can click here if u want.
sigh i just feel that my brain juice is limited when it comes to stuff like this.
for goodness sake, i dont even read the newspaper or watch the news.
so lousy.

so here are the pictures from yesterday.
:D

the long weekend is here!

and i hope to make the best out of it!

especially for catching up with CHEMISTRY.

oh man chem just seems to be a big issue in my life right now.

happy birthday SINGAPORE!

how old is it again?

42 issit?

should be la since 1963 is my mom's year of birth and she's 44..

so singapore gained independence in 1965.. it should be 42 la right?

heehee

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Pantun is so fun!
my nenek just told me a few
so funny.
she said the pantuns can be used in love letters as well!
oh and she just told me a teka teki!
mann this malay stuff are just getting into me.
hahaha riiight...

atas bulu, bawah bulu
bila bertemu sedap
apa itu?

sounds sick huh?
heheheh

translation:
above got hair, below also got hair.
when they meet, it feels nice.
what is it?

okay i'm just trying to make myself feel better.
fact is, i am as scared as everrrrr about what's going to happen tmrw.
im not a least bit confident but i think i will do better than the previous attempt.
whatever happens tmrw, i know i have done my best. (:

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Sunday, August 05, 2007

i hate this!
side effects of ystd and this morning: whole body aching!
i can barely stretch a single bit of my muscles. (except for the ones on my arms)
ouch.

okay ive completed my GP essay.
a gazillion more work to be completed.

bye......

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wahh so long nvr update already.
haha riight.
been busy.. i guess.

math and science quiz thingy last saturday wasnt so bad. (:
in fact it was kinda fun. heehee
mala, farah and me were separated.
i had to join Marsiling Sec ambassadors - and i was the only girl. but it didnt matter la.
heh



i think i will miss the yogurt I SCREAM in the canteen.
ok maybe not. haha
but the banana with mango and chocolate chip flavour is seriously... GOOD. :D
it kinda looks like intestines, doesnt it? hahah

ive been staying up in school till night for some of the days last week.
this was the 'castle' diy and me built. hahahah

practised running ystd.
ahh im so slow. ):
then ate at banquet.
went jogging with hafizah today!
ahaha.
and now, im gonna be late for pw meeting. how responsible. gosh.
k byee!

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